My dear friends.

Tomorrow we'll all know our posting results and perhaps we'll go on our separate ways from there.

Read Ruifang's post about friends quite a few days ago and I felt that I too, wanted to let my friends know how I feel about each of them.

AngKaiXin: Kaixin, I've known you for the longest but I think we've only become closer in the recent years, and I'm glad we did. Although we may have multiple quarrels in the past, I'm sure they don't matter and I don't even think I can remember any of them, anyway. Besides, friendships that don't break over quarrels are stronger and I'm sure ours have become stronger! Also, thank you, for all your concern. Sometimes when I'm frustrated or upset, you'll ask me how I feel and we'll talk and it really does brighten my day. And I really like the times when I sit beside you in class, it was really fun & funny(Remember the liquid fluid incident with Mr Ng? Hahaha!). And, it was really nice to go home with you, we'll observe the people around the MRT and perhaps gossip about them(Haha!).

ChinYingLing: Yingling, I can still remember myself not really daring to speak to you at first because you seem to be the serious kind of person. Of course I'm glad that we did speak and went on to be good friends. Ha, and I found out you're not that serious afterall. In fact, you're really great to be with! It was really fun having all those crappy conversations. I can't help laughing thinking about those conversations. Also, I really like your laughter! I can still remember those PE lessons, where you'll laugh really hard. At least there's someone who laughs as hard as I do, afterall, we're "sisters", aren't we?

KellyWongLiLin: Kelly, although we've only became closer in sec 4, you're really a great friend to me. I really enjoy the few minutes-before-assembly, chit-chatting, joking and "disturbing" you. It was really fun and so full of laughter. I'll really miss that. When I'm down, you'll give that pat on the back. I'm not sure if you realise but you really do give people pats on their back. What I want to say is that, it really does help, especially if it's accompanied by your smile. And I really enjoy seeing how you "defend" yourself when I spout all those "lies" about you. Really, you are very cute when you make that "angry" look and say "Veh ler rieee..." in that "angry" tone(Haha!).

SeeMinXian: Minxian, I got to know you more because of Kayin. At first, I thought you were the quiet kind but you're actually the opposite(haha!). It was really fun poking you from the back and then denying that it was me. And, also, you're the only one that agrees with me about Jam Hsiao! All those jokes, all those teases, all those laughter - they were all very great! I don't know if you'll see this, but still, I want to thank you for bringing laughter into my sec 4 life!

TanKaYin: Kayin, I got to know you from siewhoon in sec2 but we didn't really speak. When we first started Sec3, I don't deny but I was really afraid of you at first because you looked pretty fierce to me(haha). But still, we became good friends. I really enjoy when we're table mates in Sec3, where you'll always "scold" and "bully" me and also "force" me to shift my table away! I can also remember that we made alot of the paper bands thingy, haha, the one that cures all sort of "illness" like madness, etc. Haha, it was all very childish but fun and so full of laughter. And do you remember that we keep talking about "idols"? Also, talking to you on Msn when I'm down always just makes me feel better, thank you, Kayin!

TeeYunLi: Yunli, I'm glad our index numbers are near so that I can get to know you. I'll miss mother tongue lessons sitting with you and talking a lot, sometimes getting scolded by Mdm Tay. And after that when Chinese O level was over, you keep stealing the "teacher's chair" when we watch the san mao and xiao dang jia shows! Joking with you was really great fun, haha, the san mao song~. Being together with you is very fun, because I really enjoy teasing you. And it was all real fun when we "fight" about who is better looking (and you keep saying those on my table are not good-looking). And you're the naughtiest "daughter" I have, and perhaps the most perverted(too many examples to list) too? Haha.

TeoRuiFang: Ruifang, I've seen you plenty of times in sec1 because of Kaixin. Even though you've got the friendly look, I still didn't really talk much to you until Mr Ng change our seating arrangements and I sat with you and we became much closer. It was really fun. Haha, and you keep saying that I'm mad. How mean can you get? All the chit-chatting at the table was real fun. But I have to admit, I was a wee bit noisy(Okay, fine! I was very noisy). Haha, it was great to be your friend. All those fun times talking nonsense and laughing, I really do miss them, really. Sometimes we may have small conflicts but all friendships have them, and I believe it strengthens our friendship.



I'll really miss these friends, really. I can't imagine school without them. But I'm sure even if we are not together, the memories we've shared will always be remembered, right? :)

I love you guys, a lot.

Yesterday = FUN. :)

Had a great time yesterday with Yunli, Kaixin, Yingling, Kelly, Priscilla & Kayin coming over to my house! :D Met them at Westmall & we ate at Pastamania! But I didn't eat pasta! Ate baked rice. Don't like pasta. Haha. On the bus home was real funny! Kaixin is such a naughty girl~! Keep poking kayin from the back! Yunli too! Haha.

Played wii! Wii wasn't that found without all these friends!

Played a dancing game. I think this game was played for a very long time! & I never knew this game could be that fun! Haha. But it's tiring too.

Played monopoly afterwards! Kayin is damn funny! Keep asking non-stop for people to sell her their properties, even if they weren't any use to her like that brown coloured one. Lol, I think she wanted that only for the colour!

Took a photo before they left:
I like this photo alot! :) & I love you guys alot!

Okay, goodbye!

nothing in particular

I feel uneasy, very uneasy. Why can't people just understand each other? Why is communication just so difficult? I can only give up.

Ah, whatever it is, I'm not gonna care, anymore.

Shall talk about something else. I think I want to watch 海派甜心 & 下一站，幸福! Seems real nice.

Don't really have much to say. I wonder when the posting results will be out.

Joel's gonna have french lesson today! Can't wait for him to be back!

Okay, goodbye~

Submitted.

I've submitted my choices already. Won't be regretting, I hope. :S Anyway, wherever I go, I hope there will be someonw I know! Hey, it's a rhyme! See ~, I'm so talented! HAHA!

Haven't got much to blog about lately. :/ Seriously, I'm bored like whattttttt. It's like always home alone. :( Even reading books don't seem to be that nice already. Watched Inglourious Basterds yesterday, Dad's friend loaned it to him. I find it quite funny at some parts! And SERIOUSLY, I REALLY LIKE THAT AMERICAN ACCENT! Damn cool~!

I've got a real sad thing to say. I didn't watch The Treasure Hunter! Walao, my Jaychou! But nevermind, I will surely try to watch it somehow, somewhere. But how long will I have to wait...

Okay, anybody got any nice movies/dramas to recommend? 'cause I really have got nothing to do at home. I don't want to rot! But anyway, watching, watching & watching, is like rotting right? LOL.

Anyway, just a random thing, I think Xiaogui is damn cute! Hahaha! :) Another random thought, Evangeline is a really nice name! :) Anyway, I hope Serene sees this: Xiaogui is better looking than your husband! :)

"Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening; but no matter how hard death tries, it can't separate people from love." Read this from a book; really true I would say. Quite cool, huh? I can see everyone saying 'yes'. Heh, actually, I wrote it~! Lol. :/

I want to rollerblade~!

Okay, bye!

Messy

Seriously, I have no idea of where I really want to go. I thought for sure I would want Anderson but I'm having second thoughts now. Really, it's not easy to choose. All JCs have their goods & bads, but their 'bads' really make me so turned off. Argh. I'm going to submit the thing today, but I keep changing my choices. :/ But I'm pretty sure I want a JC.

Joel had his 1st french lesson on Tues. Seriously, the way certain alphabets are pronounced is really funny! Haha, I realise I keep talking about Joel's french thing. Okay, maybe the reason is that I wish I were him! I mean isn't it just like so 'Wow~' to be able to learn such a beautiful language? Or maybe I'm just too good a sister that Joel just KEEPS coming to my mind? Hahaha.

Dad's going to KL today. Sigh, and we'll have no one to bring us out for meals. I don't really like what the maid cooks, but actually home-cooked food should be really nice right? But I really kinda sick of eating almost the same kind of food everyday. Don't get me wrong, I'm not picky! Haha.

Au revoir!

Choices.

Got back my results yesterday and I'm happy with it, especially with physics, the science I like most but always seem to score the worst of the 3.

Took a peep at Joel's french textbooks, don't even understand a single shit. Haha, and man, the textbooks are damn expensive, even tho' they are like so thin. Lol. Today he's gonna take his 1st french lesson! So cool~. When he gets back, he had better teach me! Hopefully next time we can speak secrets aloud without our parents even knowing. Haha.

Been deciding where I want to go, but I don't really know what I want to be in the future. :/ I think I will submit the thing on thursday; friday will be too early. Don't know if I will fill all the 12 choices. Lol.

Okay, goodbye!

Results.

Results will be out tomorrow. Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety. Ah well, I shan't gonna talk about it, it ruins mood(s).

Anyway, Joel's appeal to study french instead of Jap was successful! I'm so gonna make him teach me whatever he learns.

Joel's good looking, right? Haha, took this photo during his whatever investiture on Fri.

Heh, seriously, I feel that he's grown alot, both physically and mentally. Haha, he's already my height(Please hold back your laughter!).

Went for SP & NP's open house. I find optometry quite cool.

Alright, goodbye. Wow, I really have super short posts lately. Zzz.

Mdm Tay!

Haven't blogged for quite a while.

Went for lunch with Mdm Tay and classmates. :) Was fun & Mdm Tay's a really cute person! :) Haha.

Have moved, for quite a few days already. Moving is fun but tiring. :/

Gonna watch Alvin & the chipmunks2 later. :D

Goodbye! :)

Haven't blogged for quite a few days, was far too bored. Each day seemed to get longer & longer. :/

I owe alot of people presents huh. :S Kelly, Ruifang & Yunli, so paiseh! Heh heh. Hai, we gotta go out real soon. Heh, thankfully Kaixin stays nearby, haha. :) Kaixin, thanks for the chocolates, they're very nice! :)

Watched Avatar last week. Seriously, if you wear specs, don't watch any movies in 3D, it would suck, haha. It's real difficult to keep the 3D glasses thingy on if you wear specs :/. But the movie's nice! :) I want to watch The Treasure Hunter. Jay rocks! Heh, but I think he looks kinda uglier in the movie :/. He looked so much cuter in Kung Fu Dunk last time!

My house's pretty messy now, been slowly packing up, and there are loads of boxes stacked up. Really ugly too, lol. Don't really know the exact date I'll be moving, new house's still under renovation. :/

Siewhoon came over yesterday; fun! Having more people to play wii is defimitely better than just Joel & I. Thanks for your christmas presents, they rock! :) & hope you'll like mine too. && we better catch Alvin & the chipmunks 2 together! :) Heh heh.

I don't really have anything to blog about, don't really like to use this comp, prefer dad's. But dad's one had some prob. :(

Joel's gonna report to his new school tomorrow; how cool. Heh, I'm school-less :/. He's taking 3rd language; the other time he placed Jap as his 1st choice but now he's like regretting not choosing french. :/ Hope the school's gonna help him & let him change his choice, lol! I think french is a whole lot cooler!

Seriously, I think I'mcontradicting myself. Time reallt flies if you think of the day that results will be released, yet time passes so darn slowly 'cause you've got nothing to do. :/

I've got no more piano lessons this year, lol.

Okay, nothing already! :)

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Tag replies:
Serene: Heh, yeah. He's got like ard 55 marks more than me. :( Yeah, Beckham's real cute! Ha, but Joel's really tall now, he's gonna be taller than me soon. :( I missed you alot alot too!
Kayin: Ha, so what school's he going to?
Jianda: Tell me when the date's confirmed kay? Thanks! :)
Kaixin: Didn't know you were THAT funny horh... lol! & I've blogged~!
Yunli: Hahah! See? I'm really very pro! LOL, joking only ah!
Kaixin: You're welcome! :) I like your chocolates alot!
Jianda: Ohkay.

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Joel started his holidays already. Lol. Last friday he had his Grad ceremony, and because Mum & Dad both can't make it, I had to go! & It's like 4 hours! Fancy sitting on a hard (okay, maybe it wasn't really hard) chair among a sea of parents trying take photographs of their children. All those flashlights. Haha, they got a cute bear as a momento. Hmm, this thursday PSLE results will be out. Bet you a million bucks Joel is scared like shittt. But he's got DSA already, how good. This makes me worry for my results day, Lol.

I spend almost the whole of saturday reading a book - Souls of Angels - by Thomas Eidson. It's a really nice book! It's scary, touching(Maybe I teared a little) and with a tiny bit of humour(just a tiny bit). This book had someone being followed and almost murdered, and that night when I slept, I dreamt that I was like gonna get murdered, Lol! Currently reading another book - Ten thousand sorrows. Even the title seems nice, right? Finally after O levels, I can read, and read, and read. Heh, just hope my specs won't become thicker, and thicker, and thicker.

I'm going to Malaysia this Friday, and from there, will go to Yunnan together with my relatives. So I'll probably be back in S'pore on Dec 11 or 12. How sad ): I don't really think I can use the comp at M'sia. But on the bright side, I get to miss a few piano lessons? 'cause I haven't really been practising. ): So I gotta catch up.

Okay, gotta go! :)

Tag Replies:
Kaixin: Just by a little only mah! (: Haha!
Jolene: Haha (: Heh, if you tagged what I thought you tagged, I'm so gonna put a big sad face, Lol, jk. :D
Yunli: So? Old means more experienced and more knowlegable, don't you know? :D
Serene: You're childish too! :D Pls lah, I also like JayChou all the way lei, I only add on. :D
Siying: HELLO! :D
Ruifang: I thought I told you I see the doc everyday? :D
Jianda: Wah, you very funny horh... -.-". Linked you! Okay, ty! :D
Yunli: Hmm, maybe u can ask someone out? (hope you know who I meant!)
Ruifang: Seriously, urs is even worse! Update pls! :D
Peijun: Yo! :D

Excited...Enjoy...Boredom?!

14th to 19th Nov; these long days have changed my feelings dramatically. I can't believe I'm actually starting to feel bored right now! & I still have such a long holiday to go on. During all the exam periods in school, I was so so so looking forward to this. & yet I changed from ':D' to ':/' after less than a week of the holidays. ): How sad.

2012's a nice movie! But a very long one, I rushed to the toilet like twice! Shouldn't have drank so much. There were many sad parts in the story, very very touching.

Oh and before O's was over, I was miss blogging alot. & now, I don't really think I've got anything to blog about. Weird huh?

Is there anything fun one could do at home?

& I can't wait to go to M'sia, I miss them so so much! & I can't wait to see my uncle get married, haha! He's the nicest uncle ever! :D

Tag Replies:
Kayin(Ryan): Haha, yea, I know! We can go on being childish tgt! :D & laugh at the OLD ruifang!(I sure hope Ruifang sees this!)
Ruifang: Seriously, you do need to! You want the phone number? haha! :D I underline SZY's name because I like? Lol. (: "Great friends" is put in my heart one, okay? LOL (:
Jolene: Yea! He's v v cute! :D Lol, at first I thought you wrote "I didnt like 黃靖倫". Haha! :D
Kaixin: haha, yea, that's because you're OLD (lol, joking!). Ha, actually, you're younger than me, but I've seen you grow too! :D
Serene: Haha! Relinked! :D Lol, you've got the LONGEST blog add I've ever seen! Lol! You really do know me huh, thanks for telling that there's 35 Es! Ha, I seriosuly font want my eyesight to worse, LOL.
Kaixin: actually I do! :D But I think we online at different times? I mostly in the afternoon. U at night?

Secondary school life.

I haven't blogged for a really long time; obviously I'm glad that I can blog now since the O's already over. But it's also obvious that secondary school life has come to an end. And I'm really gonna miss 4-5 and all my lovely lovely friends; Kayin, Kaixin, Kelly, Ruifang, Yunli, Yingling & Minxian. :D I would say, time really flies. One minute you're just making some friends and the next minute, you're saying goodbye. But I'm really glad I've made these friends! :]

Throughout the 4 years, I would say I've changed quite a bit. As I looked through the blog archives just now, I realised I was really quite childish previously. Ha, I know maybe I'm still kinda immature now (which ruifang would always say, haha), but I guess I have grown alot. Hey, actually, I don't really think I'm childish, haha. Ruifang, maybe you need to go to the clinic under my house (hope you understand what this means, lol!).

I would really like to talk about the O level, but that would be too long. But I do want to say that I hope we'll all get our desired results. (:

I've changed my blog address. You there, you must be laughing by now and perhaps thinking "Who would use 'exhaust pipe'?! That's ridiculous!". Haha, continue laughing. But actually I feel that a blog is actually like an exhaust pipe for me, my brain's exhaust pipe. But I'm not saying that what I blog about are like waste gases, okay? Haha! :D Oh, and I really do miss blogging, haha. :]

And the grad lunch was great! It was really fun to just sit together with your friends and talk and talk and talk. (:

Okay, I think that's all. Goodbye! :D