Starting to rot at home, maybe.

Haven't blogged in a while. Haha. Too lazy. But now I'm too bored. BUT I'M WATCHING THE HUNGER GAMES TMR!

I think I'm weird, but I kinda hope Uni will start soon.

Okay...............................

I HAVE TO POST THIS FUNNY THING

Stole this from Cheryl's tumblr.

paedophile

• -the band group D.I.C.E was performing during BANDAGE 4-
• valerie: eh the guy with glasses quite good looking. i like guys who wear glasses.
• me: eh ya quite cute leh, not bad.
• -later glasses guy appeared without glasses-
• me: he doesn't look as cute without glasses...
• valerie: ya he doesn't! he looks nicer with glasses!
• me: omg they are younger than us right oh my goodness why are we having this discussion
• valerie: YA THEY FROM NUS HIGH CONFIRM YOUNGER THAN US
• me: omg we sound like paedophiles hahahaha

I must blog this so I'll rmb this next time HAHAHA. CHERYL IS JUST AS DISGUSTING.

p/s: I'm gonna do a post on how much i LOVE MG soon!!! '

What next?

I think I'm gonna be a teacher. But somehow part of me feels very uncertain. SIGH.

Anyway, poor cheryl, she listens to me complain every single day in the staffroom. HAHA. Sometimes I say I wanna teach, and after awhile I'm against it, and then suddenly I'll want it again. So stupid. Cheryl is very intellectual (I HOPE YOU SEE THIS:) 'cause she said it's because I don't dare to be sure of what I want. Aiya, it just sounds very cool haha.

Anyway, I'm writing this for myself to remember that I've always wanted to be a teacher, so I should not get swayed by little little things.

OKAY. I WANT AND WILL BE A CHEMISTRY TEACHER NEXT TIME :)

(I'm actually blogging in the staffroom now, so sick of marking :S)

you hold my world in the palm of your hand;

God has given me much more than I deserve. He has given me much more than what I give to him. Thank you. I told a friend and she told me to "Start giving." I'll do just that :)

I entered the hall but left shortly after, I was too afraid. In the few minutes that I was inside, at the corner of the hall, I prayed and ask for God to grant me peace. Even though I kept telling myself that God has a plan for my future, and I should not worry about this. But I can't stop worrying. So I left the hall and sat in the canteen with a friend. We went back at 3.15pm. I was still fearful. But I closed my eyes and prayed. Then I tried to focus, tried to calm myself down and then I heard my name being called. I was shocked; 5 distinctions. I went up; told my friend to look at my GP results, thank God I passed, and managed to get a B. But still, I cried tears of disappointment, I didn't do well for my H1 econs. When I saw that C, I couldn't control and I cried. I called my mum, while crying. I made her cry, too. She's just so emotional. Then I remembered what I told God the night before, that all I wanted was to pass all my physics and get my A for chem. And then it occurred to me that I got A for physics and chem. I felt stupid for crying. Why wasn't I satisfied with what I got? Hadn't I expected to get a C for physics, a B for Chem and an A for Math? On that stage, I knew God was telling me something, I knew he wanted to teach me to trust him. He has my future in his hands, and yet I was so afraid to be even in the hall, I just left the hall. I felt very upset that I cried for my H1. God has given me more than what I wanted and expected, and yet I couldn't trust him enough to stay in the hall and have that peace he always gives. But I know now, God planned this, He wanted me to learn to trust him, to know that he hears me. :')

And yes, start giving, start serving with my 5 loaves and 2 fishes :)